if i am Light

June 25, 2012

i am not here today.
come to think of it, i wasn’t here yesterday either.
not quite sure where i am.
but i’ve been missing my self as of late.

tears sit at the edge of my eyes
they fear the fall
so they hold on to my lashes
until they find their way back into
the pockets of my pupils
my vision drowns

i sit in silence
wanting to hear the message
this moment has for me
i am deafened by its screams

i used to be so full of life and energy
i used to believe in Love more than i believed in gods
i was unstoppable the world was mine to conquer

but time and life have changed that
and i am left to gather from the experiences
to emerge with new wisdom
and a fresh vision

because if i am Light
then i cannot be extinguished

if i am Light
then i must burn

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1:52

June 25, 2012

the most difficult time
in this poet’s lifetime
is this time

this isn’t a dark time
it’s just a long time

seconds last hours

and i have no interest in writing about it

search and rescue

June 22, 2012

i spend too much time in my head
wondering when the wonder will wander over
under the icy ground below my feet

lost in the labyrinth of my fears
uncertainties greet me with the faded smile
of a memory filled with hope

where did i loose my Faith?